I seee, things!

I got glasses now, I can actually see properly when I am reading and looking at the computer. I love them so. All up it was $300 for the frames and glass. I think that is pretty good because they are snazzy. *hugs them*

I have my laptop now, I love how smoothly things are running, so much better then with my old one, gah. So good to be able to play the sims and not have it crash all the time!

I have had a pretty good week really. I got the loveliest thing in the mail, the sweet Kara sent me a Birthday Scrap Book that had heaps of messages from great people from around TFL network, it was really beautiful and special, how can that not bring a tear to the eye! I also had a talk to a few online friends over the phone, that is always cool. I still don’t know how I manage to keep it together at 5am, maybe I don’t and they just pretend all is normal :P.

The months are counting down. Not long and Nicole will be here, weee. *dances*

Thanks for the birthday wishies. :)

Moo Moo!

Moo Moo!

I love this cow so much! I have not got a name for him yet, but one is coming. I have been meaning to blog for a while, but have been lazy. Mum and I went on a bit of a spending spree the other day, but hey we had fun! Moo moo, the cow above (that is not his name, but you know, moo + cow is cow.) He is very soft and cuddly and I purchased him for $40 AUS, I know its a little bit, but MAN, he is cute. :)

Moo Moo!

Mmmm, I had been looking at this bag for years, I adored it, but not its price $120 AUS. We went into the shop had a look around, told mum it was still there, touched it a bit and smiled. We walked out, mum had a few bags and she springs it on me! I was so shocked and happy, she is lovely!

It was Mum and Mel’s birthday on the 25th. Happy Birthday my loves. I know mum had a good day, I even cooked and no one was sick, omg a miracle! But.. I cooked desert and it looked so bad no one even attempted it. ;D I was almost a genius!

My birthday is only a few weeks away, its really weird. I can’t believe I will be 20. Its like a dream or something. I miss the days of being a kid, I think I will just act like I am 12 and go through life retarted. :)

I bet you had no idea!

I have been tagged by the great Nicole and I thought it was high time that I did blog more then once a month. :P But lets get into it, I have some ruley things as well; Each player of this game starts off with ten/11 (;p) weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end you must choose six people to be tagged and list their names. No tagbacks!

1. Most people in real life see me as an extroverted loud person, who has no trouble heading into anything in life, and usually asume that I will do wonders. I have often had people say to me things like “You will be famous” “You will do so well” and a whole range of things. When in reality, I am actually quite a shy and introverted person. I usually stress about something for a long time, before I can actually do it. I guess I put on an act, to protect myself.

2. My body is weird, I don’t know if you could call it unhealthy, or just un-natural. Haha. I have had chicken pox three times and in general it never likes to do anything on time, or at all. :S

3. I feel dead people. If I wanted too, I could probably see them as well, and I have a few times, but I would rather feel them, then see them in front of me. I could be classed as a Medium.

4. When I have a friend and they are real, I trust and give them my friendship 100%. I have been burned in the past, but you can’t change the way you are, especially if there are many more true friendships waiting for you along the road of life. You always learn more from things that happen and it makes you stronger. :)

5. I am very self-consious about my self.

6. I am a smoker, but not as much as I used too. I think its more of a nervious habbit that I have at the moment. I find the only times that I smoke are if I am on the phone, or when some people visit.

7. I have a giant phobia about viens, I have for a while. Some people think its the blood, but the vien itself, I feel sick I can’t talk about this one anymore. *faints*

8. I like to change my apperance. Not just a little bit, from red hair to black, I like to try new clothes new things around me, the whole deal. This isn’t because I am trying to be someone else, I just like to see how life is under a different shadow. I guess, its the diva in me. :P

9. When I was younger all I ever wanted to be was an Actor. I lived and dreamed this, I was in plays, on TV a few times and it was just my future. But I got older and doubted myself and just couldn’t find the confience to do it anymore, it came to the point, where I just didn’t think I could act at all, and maybe I can’t. That was when that dream that always hang around in the background showed its pretty but sometimes twisted face, writing.

10. I have a very bad temper, and over the years I have had trouble trying to controll it. Through High School this was a real problem and I couldn’t controll it. But now, as I am older, it is a lot better, but I still have some points when I really have to hold back. But then that goes into another part of it, I have trouble lying. I have to tell the truth, and sometimes I can be blunt. I don’t like to hurt peoples feelings, but I don’t want them to live under an illusion of how a situation really is. The best thing you can offer is honesty, it is a strong and true force.

11. Woops, I am a rebel like Nicole and am adding 11. But that is another thing about myself, I have so much trouble applying myself to rules, any set of rules! If its simple rules about how to wash a piece of clothing to going by the law, I always have this little glitch inside my brain that says “DOWN WITH THE RULES” but luckily I am learning to controll that little bugger, but alas not the eye twitch. :P Haha.

12. I just edited to add 12. I must stop this is going insane. Anyway, I can’t cook. I don’t mean this in general, I really mean I can’t. I have tried but I always fail, and when people eat my food they feel sick. Even if all you have to do it microwave it. What can I say, I have talent. :D

Wow, that was all a mouthfull. *snort* I am not going to tag anyone, consider it an open invitation! ;D Also, sorry about the spelling, my mind is slow l!O111