Tonight my heart well it broke like glass

It turns out that day may indeed have cancer, but hopefully it can be fixed easily. It doesn’t trip the fact that I am still shaken and nervous about the whole thing, but I feel like he will be okay and I really hope so. He will be off work for a while so I can look after him. :wub:

I revamped my domain collective, the old layout was really ratty and horrible and I was ashamed of the rush in which it was created before. Now it has a cute little character I created who I hope looks something like a cupcake. XP

My friends the blank comments are back! I have found errors in my error_log though which may give me some direction and idea about the issue. If worst comes to wost I might just pay someone who is code/WordPress savvy to fix the problem.


Scratching at the window

Spiritually things have been going okay. Sometimes it’s hard to cling onto the idea of something when you are not getting first hand knowledge of it, but I know that if I continue on the path to believing that it will indeed happen. I have never been in a position such as the one I am in now, and it has only been nine days, when it feels like months have passed, just very quickly! I am still very excited about it, and will be talking to someone who will give me great guidance in a few days. I am really looking forward to this. I did not mean for that to sound that I don’t believe what I am doing, I am just making sure I am cautious at the same time as letting myself free of logic that can sometimes block a spiritual connection. You have to learn to juggle both in a way.

Family life is a little stressed at the moment. My father is sick, he had tests today and they found a ‘growth’. I am hoping it’s not cancer, and I am scared because his father had bowel cancer. But I can only wait and see and hope for the best. He will be home for two weeks starting tomorrow so I shall make sure to take care of him!

Also, just a reminded for those interested there is a few days left in the free domain competition, so if you haven’t already applied now is the perfect time to do so! I am looking forward to picking the winners, and I may also through in a few extra suprises, but I can’t say anything until the comptetition is drawn. ;)


Shine Like It Does

At the moment there is so much going on, but I can’t speak about it yet. I can say that it will be a very deep and spiritual journey and I am so excited, thrilled and so glad it was meant to be. It will be an awaeking of sorts and I will discover new abilities and things about myself I didn’t know before, while being able to connect to a deeper source, or what some may call God.

Because I have to work very hard to at doing this, I need to have limited distractions, so I have stepped down as a trouble checker from TFL, and will probably take a hiatus from the community for a while, but I shall definatly be back!

If I told anyone about the whole details of this all, they wouldn’t believe me anyway. And I don’t feel it should be something that is splashed around everywhere because it’s not treating it with the respect it deserves and until the moment that it should be shared, I find it more to be a private thing.

You are probably reading this thinking WTF. I don’t blame you, it would be confusing. o_O