Scattered like memories from the past

Firstly, it is the 1st of October, so we all know what that means!? The domain competition is officially closed. I shall be looking over all the applications and deciding on three lucky winners in the next few days. I know I have received many wonderful applications so it’s going to be hard to pick!

My Dad has been okay. He has to go to Sydney tomorrow for a meeting with a specialist on Friday to give him more information and find out when they will do the operation. He does have bowel cancer, but the part we can be thankful for is that it is only in the one place and has not spread! It sounds strange for my brain to register to be thankful for that, but if it had spread I think I would be a total mess!

I have been reading so much this week, I just can’t stop. I read Breaking Dawn, Chatroom and My Darling, My Hamburger. My favourite from the three was actually Braking Dawn. Chatroom and My Darling, My Hamburger were, to be perfectly honest, boring. I plan on doing some more book shopping either tonight or in the morning, because Seek Books has a PayPal special of free shipping within in Australia, can’t pass that up!

Spiritually things have been moving forward quite well! I have a new contact and spiritual aid who has been such a great support and help. I know if this was something I was doing on my own it would be a lot harder and I am forever grateful for their time and patience they have given me. :wub:


Tonight my heart well it broke like glass

It turns out that day may indeed have cancer, but hopefully it can be fixed easily. It doesn’t trip the fact that I am still shaken and nervous about the whole thing, but I feel like he will be okay and I really hope so. He will be off work for a while so I can look after him. :wub:

I revamped my domain collective, the old layout was really ratty and horrible and I was ashamed of the rush in which it was created before. Now it has a cute little character I created who I hope looks something like a cupcake. XP

My friends the blank comments are back! I have found errors in my error_log though which may give me some direction and idea about the issue. If worst comes to wost I might just pay someone who is code/WordPress savvy to fix the problem.


Scratching at the window

Spiritually things have been going okay. Sometimes it’s hard to cling onto the idea of something when you are not getting first hand knowledge of it, but I know that if I continue on the path to believing that it will indeed happen. I have never been in a position such as the one I am in now, and it has only been nine days, when it feels like months have passed, just very quickly! I am still very excited about it, and will be talking to someone who will give me great guidance in a few days. I am really looking forward to this. I did not mean for that to sound that I don’t believe what I am doing, I am just making sure I am cautious at the same time as letting myself free of logic that can sometimes block a spiritual connection. You have to learn to juggle both in a way.

Family life is a little stressed at the moment. My father is sick, he had tests today and they found a ‘growth’. I am hoping it’s not cancer, and I am scared because his father had bowel cancer. But I can only wait and see and hope for the best. He will be home for two weeks starting tomorrow so I shall make sure to take care of him!

Also, just a reminded for those interested there is a few days left in the free domain competition, so if you haven’t already applied now is the perfect time to do so! I am looking forward to picking the winners, and I may also through in a few extra suprises, but I can’t say anything until the comptetition is drawn. ;)