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See ya 2013

Another year is almost over and 2014 is knocking on our doors! Hopefully it can be a year where we all welcome the visitor, who will bring many positive gifts.

For me, 2013 was a kind of a difficult year. Not as traumatic as 2012 was, but it was still hard. I faced a lot of challenges with mental health, lost a friend to suicide, lost my dear grandparents dog and lived in a numb daze a lot of the time. However, I was lucky in that I had my parents there for me and two good noodles friends named Nicole and Claire who put up with my craziness and for some strange reason still wanted to be friends. Siriusly Seriously though, they really helped me in so many ways and inspired to give me hope.

What do I want for 2014? I mainly hope that I can settle and try to find stability. I don’t want to make major plans for the future until I am at a place where I am thinking clearly and can handle all that goes with major decisions (take 2012, where I thought my only option was to start a business). I hope that I will reach out for help and keep striving to get to a good place while also still working on creative projects and sharing love with the people I care about.

Now for some kind of random things. :B

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Kya

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Merry Christmas 2013

Merry Christmas to everyone! I hope you had a really wonderful time. Christmas day for me was a nice day spent with my mum and dad. We opened gifts, had some food and enjoyed each others company. Unfortunately dad had to go back to work on Christmas day so that was a bummer. Mum and I also carried on the tradition and watched many movies in the afternoon/night. It has always been something we enjoy, not just on Christmas, but a lot of the time, since I was a child.

I was not expecting any gifts, I was more excited about giving mum her new camera (Canon EOS 600D). She really loved it. So I was glad. However, I did get a lot of cute little gifts (which include a lot of owl things). You could say it was a hoot*.

Get ready for an overload of images below. ;D

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All the things

I have had a bag of things  been sitting in my room for a while that I wanted to photograph and share. Some of these were given to me and others I brought myself. I wanted to share them because they are so cute. Beware this post may be picture heavy.

Christmas OrnamentsChristmas Ornaments. The middle one was a gift from mum and the others (two owls and cupcakes I brought from Big W).

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Go Go Family Fun.

IconMum and I had a twenty minute conversation about why Jared Leto is so really really really ridiculously good looking. It’s true. He is like an angel of sexyness that is too much for one man. I think many people have always known this and perhaps even I myself did as well, but now I am finally free and have come out with it, Leto is teh drool.

What has been kickin’ in my world? Mainly Christmas shopping and self shopping. Once again mum and I have gone slightly crazy on DVDs and this time it was TV Shows, finally! I have been longing to get my hands on these and now I call home to; Summer Heights High, Chasers War On Everything Season 1, Ugly Betty Season 1, Prison Break Season 2 and a whole other bunch of new DVDs. I was desperate to get Heroes, but of course they don’t have it. Makes me want to cry razor blades and offer up my own brain in self sacrifice. Don’t tempt me.

I want to give a big Birthday shout out to my dear friend Krissy, I hope you had a lovely day! *snuggle* And also to my Dad on the 10th. But, I messed up. I used to have a friend that was born the same day as my Dad on the 10th but then got it confused with Krissy so didn’t wish him Happy Birthday or anything until the 12th and even argued with him on the 10th that it’s not his birthday. Oh dear, don’t I look like some silly ho.

Take care everyone and remember to keep Boneheading. *snort*

Kya

“Isn’t it funny? You hear a phone ring and it could be anybody. But, a ringing phone has to be answered doesn’t it?” – Phone Booth

I don’t really know why I am blooging but I felt the need too. I got regected to run the Donald Sutherland Fanlisting, nevermind I am sure the person who did get it does deserve it :blush:

Not really looking forward to Monday, stupid Exams they suck. Hah, I got a letter from the people who ripped me off with one of my domains saying that for $80AUD a year I could have just an email to match my domain. They are stupid, I hope they choke :)

I ended up closing my domains; magick-me.org and joy-luck.org. Why? Because I had grown over them really. Magick-me was my first ever domain and I had, had it for neally two years and it was due to exspire in December anyway, it had hardly any features ect ect. joy-luck, I was over it.

Oh Yeah, mum went to town yesterday and her car broke down, she was on the side of the road all day because the person she rang to report the brake down, did not ring the tow truck company. She had my nanna with her. They had no food and drinks and were in the middle of the bush. I hate people who don’t care, she rang up and compained today. I would have sworn that the bastards :angry:

A Lee Update :P He is in the final 7 now and will be seeing Eye of the tiger, much love to that. Ok that is it, off to comment land.

Kya

Mothers Day

[edit] New layout, made by my darling hosteeee silver :) she rocks liike whoa *dances* [/edit]

Well today is mothers today, it is special to me in one way and then in another it is just a day. You may think how can a day that is of huge importance as mothers day just another one, well it’s simply because I love her and I hope I show the appreciation and love she deserves everyday.

My Mum is one of the best people I know and I’m not saying that just because she is my mum. She is funny, caring, smart and beautiful and so special. She has tought me so many wonderful things and branded lessons and respect into my brain. She is just someone I love with all my heart;

So for all those who are blessed to have a mother they can love and a mother who loves and cares for them may this day like every other be used to show that love and give something back :)

Blessings <3

Kya

Omg Love yoooool


G?day I want to firstly say omg 18 comments :O I have never had that many in my life I was soooo shocked. Wow and just thank you :) it makes me feel very happeh. I will be giving some comment love very soon! I also love and adore Abby because she made me such a beautiful fansign it’s just the prettyest! *dances Creatively* eee I have some other things to update on. First mum is home wippppeee I missed her so much she is just the best! :) and she brought some movies with her and OMG we watched Hero with Jet lee and I have fallen in love.


Me and Elise already have the boxing gloves on :PI have another hostee on the way so I will post something about that very soon, in the next blog and introduce the new darling :D . I have written a story, well me and Tamsin both decided to write one because she wrote this amazing story and we got into writting mode, so she set the scene and we both wrote something. it was really great so I will share mine :) you can find it here. – if you have the time please read it, I love to know what people think :) – I have other things I wanted to update about but I have to do washing up and other things I have been lazy since mum came home! Very naughty because I wash up everyday, I actually like it :P hehe. Love and blessings! And I will give comments as soon as I can!!

Kya

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We had such fun yesterday I love mum :cool: We spend way to much money but it was fun. But she was supposed to be saving money to get her car fixed….. oh well nevermind…

anyway we went into go-lo (yes I admit I go to go-lo only because I think it is kewl :) anyway I found all these cd’s I wanted and I had a pile of 13. Mum said you can have two but we will have to lay by the rest. I was so excited because I didn’t think I would get that many! So I have Gwen Stefani and Britney spears greatest hits w00t. The others include the likes of Bon jovi, robbie willians, god I can’t remember I think maybe missy higgens as well. I got excited because they were all $15 each *laughs a little*

I also went and got my ears peirced again now I have two yayeth. But my ear feels weird, like I can’t hear properly at the moment and it’s really annoying :(

My god printer cartreges (sp) are so dear now! $112 AUD for a black and colour one, wow.

we also went clothes shopping, well got laybuys out of Crossroads, I love that store like whoa!

Then we went to do food shopping and we brought about 15 DVDs, Yes we are obsessed with them Elise knows what our collection looks like xP. I also got the tv hits mag, dolly and v8x GO MURPH god he looks cute in it :)

AND YESS Despreate housewives was on again tonight, God I love that. LOST two days :D :D::D:::::D::D:D::D:D:D:;d thanks very much.

Back to a serious thing for a moment, on the way home in the car mum and I were talking about the future and how to not let anyone crush your dreams. She said I want the best for you and for you to be able to do what you can and I know you have it in you, But if you don’t I will still be proud of you anyway. I feel bad because i have neglected my Entertainment work and my teacher has given up on me. I love to do that work and maybe it’s a mix of being lazy or afraid of the world but I just have been so bad. I haven’t done anything for a whole year on that :( I should e-mail my teacher.

OK I better go and return all those nice and loved comments :D THANK YEEEEE.

Kya

thanks

I want to firstly thank everyone for leaving a comment on my site. I haven’t been on the net much as some of you may notice and when I come on it just feels like it doesn’t matter. People move on and all that type of thing. But who can blaime them right it’s what is supposed to happen in this place called life?

I guess things happen. I think I need glasses, maybe just to read because they are so strained that it kills and I try and do anything and I start having to close them and everything goes blurry. So annoying :(

I have been trying to help mum with everything, Washing up, cleaning the house any little bit I can do because it knocked her with snuffles diying and bloody hell it did the same with me. I am still upset even if I ware a smile to hide it.

I think however my main problem is I am lonely. It’s easy to think yes why doesn’t this idiot go and get some friends? But it’s hard I live far away from civilisation and the only peole I know are well tossers? The main ones my age that is. I need to finish school and get away if I do finish I have so much to do in a little time.

I have watched; Shrek 2, Along came polly, Suddenly 30, Season three of Kath and Kim and some old movie and it has been fun. We still haven’t watch the mancurian (sp) candigate (sp) but probably will tonight.

I am saving for my reseller could have it in a month or maybe more *sigh* and I got an e-mail from a driver I have to wait a little while for a driver chat. oh well at least he e-mailed *hugs garth to death*

bye.

Kya

dreams are my window for what I see is true.

Dear world,
I am in such a happy mood at the moment you know the times when you feel just surrounded in the conforts of life, Knowing me who I am I have to be carefull with this I have the habbit of being on a huge high and falling way down into an almost unoticable place. But for now in this moment I live it is alive with happiness. Dad has his new car and I love it to bits! He tried to trick us and say he didn’t get one but we knew from the sound of his voice and i went outside and found it. It’s white and a HOLDEN one of those rodaio(sp) Rodeo :S you know what I mean. I really like it, it gives me motivation to want to get me l’s :) something that has been lacking for quite some time. I’m happy for him because he really loves it and people need to have things in their life that make them happy.

I have to help mum tommorow to clean up the house for Nanna and Poppy, she needs my help because she has so much to worry about and I am hear to help her. She is my best friend in the whole world the one person that understand me even more them myself. She has always been their and she just makes me smile without having to say a word. I can talk to her about anything and I would defend her with my life. We have a true bond that means more then the world. I would rather have nothing in the whole world more then to have a person in my life such as her. If we are lucky everyone can have someone a best friend, a mother, a brother, a family.

I don’t feel that sick anymore, i think it was actually happiness that helped me. Neat was up hear mum and dad we were just talking and laughing and being ourself and I felt so happy not just with an outter layer but this deep inner glow. It’s really hard to exsplane but I just felt like something really wonderful was happerning or perhaps something wonderful is in the workings, I’m very big on believing things are to happen and trusting intuition.

the dust had settled dimly
and you began to ride.
you did not know your destination
you did not know the how or why.
but in your heart
you felt so strongly
emotions not able to be seen.
for in your own life
was the glimpse
of brilliant mem-ories.

nothing like a bit of poetry on the spot to make you feel better and calm. Thanks very much to everyone I truly admire you all and you are always with me.
Love always kass.

Kya