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Goodbye Friend

Yesterday I lost my dear friend and doggie, Kinky. She was an old dog and became very ill. It was so sad to see her so sick and to go through so much that I had to make the awful decision to have her put to sleep. I wish I didn’t have to do it, but she was becoming sicker and sicker and I didn’t want her to have to go through such trauma. I was very close to her, we formed a special bond and loved each other. She hated to be away from me, so I stayed with her until the end so she was not alone. I am really going to miss her and I am lucky that I was able to have a special animal friend like her in my life.

So, lets recap!

I have been terrible at updating my blog and I really miss spending at least a few minutes each week (or month) posting something. I will try and change that. :0 So, I have decided to recap, there has been a number of things going on since I last blogged with substantial content, so hold on tight for the catch up!

Pink Hair
I have been wanting pink hair for a while now and I finally have it! It is a tad darker then what I want in the photo below because apparently it does wash out quickly, and I have found that out as it’s a lot lighter now. My hair is also short now, I had been growing it for years, and decided for a change and I am happy with it now, instead of annoyed and confused on what to do with it. :3

Pinkish Hair! ^__^

Japan Donations
A major thank you to everyone that requested a theme to be made to help Japan. We raised $135 which is so awesome, and I know it will be helpful in many ways. I am sorry to those that I am still in the process of creating, eh, I am dooooooooomed.

Digital SLR Camera
*bursts* I had been wanting a good camera for years, and I finally found one that I wanted that wasn’t too expensive and I could let loose on a world of new opportunities. I purchased a Canon EOS 500D and I LOVE IT. At first I was getting carried away with how important I thought it was about the technology when the reality is, having an SLR helps, but you still have to be able to capture emotional connections to your subjects. I am learning, developing and hopefully improving as time moves on!

She Likes COOKIE Jay Jays Panda Geek Bag Peek-a-kitty
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Nanna Gone A Year
On may the 5th my grandmother (Nanna) had been gone one year. That was a very emotional time and I still am struggling with her not being in my life. I still feel like she is still here, that she is just off somewhere and is going to come home soon. I really love my grandmother a great deal, she was such a quirky individual who wasn’t afraid to be herself and had a will or iron. I am like her in a lot of ways. I really miss her. ::(

Everything else

  • Bubble was placed on Hiatus and is returning on 1st August 2011
  • Still studying at Uni
  • Still looking after my grandfather (he hasn’t been very well for a while, so it has been a struggle trying to juggle everything in life)
  • I AM GOING TO SYDNEY FOR A WEEK TO SEE KRISSY, CLAIRE AND GEORGINA. Unless they realize that I am really just a weirdo and don’t want too. There will be more on this later. ;D


24 Today *gasp*

Today I am 24, very strange. I had originally planned to write a post on reflections and what I plan to do in the next year before turning 25 (mainly to do with pushing myself to do the things I have always wanted) but I don’t feel like it right now. Next update I’ll see how I go.

I was having a good day, received so many messages (amazing, thank you ALL!) but found out in the afternoon that Dad was in hospital and had been since 7am. *sigh* So that has made things a bit blah. I hope he will be okay. :(

I do have cupcakes! Everything is okay with cupcakes. x:cupcakestraw: x:cupcakechoc:

Bay Leaves,
Wow who can believe four years can go by so fast it’s really amazing. One day all those years ago I was in High school making everyone obsessed with the Olympics I had this weird ability to do something and make everyone follow me. At one stage I had people obsessed with fricken tubby toast everyone. I was weird I think most people feared me but :/ bloody weird I know, but I was different back them completely different now.

Anyway the Olympics are back again and I have the little peice of happiness cemented in my heart because I can’t help but not be proud of our country, our athetes and just who we are. I love Australia and all that it stands to be, it says who we are as people and we are capabule of doing wonderful things even if we can’t spell :P .

ok let me tone it down. My grandmother came home from hospital today, she is nice but she has dementure and she can be very difficult. Anyway she had before she left over 80 cats feral and not very nice. So mum has spent months finding them homes and sticking by her promice of not to kill them any of them. She has also spent alot of hard work and hours cleaning their house up, it wasn’t in very good condition at all. And so tonight was nan’s first night home we all came down for some dinner and well she started and it got into a big argument I just sat down and said nothing I tried not to cry and I never would even want to cry in these situations but it was difficult. Probably because I have been very emotional lately. So we left and came home and it hurt me. I don’t really know what, probably just the agression towards diffferent people I haven’t really had it in my face like that for a while, I don’t know. I’m just a bit sad nothing that bad or anything so i’ll be ok :).

I might be going to town tommorow I don’t really know yet if I wake up I go if I don’t then I won’t so I’ll find out then I guess.

That’s about it really, hope you all look after youself.
Much love, Kass.

P.s Todd Kelly is such a sweety I don’t know how anyone could not like him he’s wonderful. Oh and I spoke to my best friend yesterday I was so happy to hear her voice it had been like 6 months so I was so happy. Ok I go now :p .


Dear Mr Gingles,
Today has been a really boring day really it has, well I should say that yesterday was. I was so bored I just had nothing to do and was so angry with my life, not in a depressed way well kind of not. But I just was angry at it all. I have no life.

On a brighter note I got my wonderful Holden pants I love them so very much! :’) I also watched the green mile tonight that would have to be one of the best movies and one of the most saddest I have seen.

I did a bit of school work today.

I was going to say something else but it has gone completely from my head. jeze. I will remember. Oh yeah that’s right I have to cancel hosting on my domain and use a free server because I want to get a car so I have to make some sacrafices, I wanted to cancel the whole domain but I can’t I have to wait two years how boring.

Next week is all go for race day. How great I can’t wait, I think it’s so laughable that at the moment my life avolves around guys driving around race tracks, If I compress that down it shows how wonderful my life is doesn’t it I think I could be laughed at. *points and laughs at myself*

I feel very leo at the moment, I ave alot of leo rising in my signs I can’t remember how many out of the 12 signs I have in leo but I do have alot, especially as a rising sign it influences me alot being one of the reasons I have really thick hare. I love knowing about star signs it’s such an interesting thing.

I told mum something she didn’t know tonight, When I was at highschool and I did music I was the best girl in the class to play the guitar I got the highest mark he said I leaned how to play songs very quickly, I thought I told her but I forgot, how silly I am.

I think I shall go and wollow in my shallow boredness of bottemless cloud.

I hope my spelling wasn’t as bad as last entry *gets embarased* (I can’t even spell that right, or the fact i’m to lazy to open word)
Love Always A Pisces Queen.

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